Alaska: Summer 2025

I spent 5 unexpected days in and around Anchorage Alaska this July. Our friend works there and, in a moment of weakness, offered to host us. We took him up on it — with two New York friends we’d never traveled with before. It turned out beautifully.

Sibi and I spent the first twenty minutes of our trip to Alaska Google-Searching and ChatGPT-ing our plans in Anchorage’s airport. While we were both looking intensely at our phones, a stranger at the airport walked up to us and asked, “Hey, everything okay here? Do you need help with something?”

Out of pure reflex, I said, ‘No no, we’re okay,’ and shooed away who I assumed was a limo-driving scammer. It only occurred to me after he’d walked away that he might not have been a scammer. I filed this to the back of my mind.

Sibi and I embarked on our first adventure of the trip: biking the Tony Knowles Coastal Trail, a 11 mile one-way ride along the ocean to Kincaid Park, and a 14 mile return through the city, riding next to a water-plane landing zone, a commercial cargo flight landing zone, and the city’s biggest park and most beautiful biking trail. The shopkeeper at the rental store cared deeply for his customers and took his time fitting us with our bikes. Perhaps he took too much time. He moved with zero urgency — explaining the route, showing us every bike (twice), and even oiling Sibi’s chain. Forty-five minutes later, we pedaled away. We also met another family of bike renters who were visiting from Dutch Harbor, Alaska. I mentioned I didn’t know where that was, and the couple’s elder daughter, probably 14 or 15 years old, showed me a map of Anchorage on the walls of the store, walked about 4 meters away from it in a roughly South Eastern direction, pointed at her foot and said, “Well, if that’s Anchorage, we’re here”. She was almost outside the store. Her father explained to us that they had flown here, but there were also ferries that could bring them to Anchorage, “Ferries take about 3 days to get here, and they make stops along Alaska. They’re not that frequent though”, and I’d said, “Ah got it”, “Yeah, they only ferry 3 times a year”. I had not gotten it.

We started out biking ride at 7:30 PM, and it was bright outside. As soon as we started, two girls on bikes on the street called out to us a hello. “Hey fellow-bikers!” It left me startled, “Why are they making fun of us?!” I nodded to them an awkward hello, and was two streets away before realizing they might have just been trying to be nice.

Tony Knowles Coastal Trail was not my first pick for a bike trail. I’d wanted to bike the entire Moose Trail, a 33 Mile loop which includes the coastal trail and runs through the city. Sibi had wanted an easier ride, and he had it imprinted in his brain that the coastal trail was only 11 miles long. It was 25 miles long for the round trip, a fact I repeated through the onwards ride, that he chose to disbelieve the entire way. At 5 miles, we made a stop near the commercial cargo-airplane landing strip and marveled at flights flying right above our heads, taking dozens of videos and photos aiming for the perfect shot. “We’re half-way there, right?” he said. “Halfway to the halfway point,” I said. He shook his head in denial.

The trail was the prettiest trail I’ve ridden on so far: it was tree lined, open to the ocean, with no smells from smoked cigarettes or marijuana. We could smell the salty, sunny air, feel the 20 degree Celsius breeze, ride on a well-paved bike path with only other bikers and the occasional pedestrian for company. Sibi and I marveled at the number of friends and families we saw walking along the path, “Do they just walk, chatting for 11 miles?” he asked.

The last onward mile was the hardest! It was a steep 180 m ascent, and I had to drop to the lowest gear and humbly huff and puff my way to the top of the hill to the mid-point of the ride. At this point it had finally dawned on Sibi that we were halfway through, but he refused to be realistic about the time it would take us to get back. We’d gotten here in an hour and a half. Our friend called, asking about dinner plans, and I realized that I’d completely lost track of time because of the bright sun upon us. Our way back was through winding city roads, and left us frequently confused and lost, requiring us to interpret two paper maps with our shopkeeper’s helpful squiggles and scribbles. We got back to the bike-store at 10:15 PM. The sun was bright as day outside.

Bike path with a distant Sibi, around 9:30 PM.

The next morning we had an early start, driving our way to Seward, a town over a 100 miles away for a Fjords cruise. Sibi drove the entire way, and I picked music. It worked against both of our comfort zones.

About 30 minutes away from Seward, highway traffic ground to a stop. A minute of inching later we saw why. There was a tall, black dog running alongside and against cars on the highway. My first thought was wondering if this is usual in Alaska, but the dog looked pretty clueless on how to behave which made me think it wasn’t expected. I snapped a picture of the dog on the street and posted it on Reddit. “Collared dog running alongside State Highway 9” I’d said as the title. Ten minutes later, four comments arrived with the same message: ‘No one calls it that. It’s Seward Highway’. I updated the title, choosing to appease the angry Redditors. We checked into our day long cruise and made our way aboard, losing internet service along the way.

We spent the next 7 hours at sea, watching whales feed, otters play, puffins dive, and glaciers calve. None of these were actions I’d expected to see, ever. Many many photos and incredible views later, we made it back to land.

I opened Reddit on our way back, and delighted! One kind Redditor had responded, “No this is not normal. I called Alaskan Highway Patrol and posted this on Facebook Alaskan Lost Pets group. Will share if we find an update”, and sometime later, “edit: Dog has been reunited with the owner”. I felt silently proud, while Sibi declared this as our best internet moment. (Reddit Link here if you’re a comments-reader)

Another 100 miles of driving later, Sibi returned the car to rental with blood-shot eyes (from concentrating on his driving – he’d driven the whole way in perfect upright posture, 10 and 2 hands on the steering, and had seemingly not blinked enough).

Oh! Prior to all this, that morning before we left for our day of driving, Sibi dropped his phone and the screen stopped working. This is the third time he’s broken his phone on a trip, and this was probably the best circumstance to break his phone, to be fair. The first time was in Hawaii where he dropped his phone onto a Caldera, a high density rock that shattered his screen into a million pieces like a modern sculpture, and the second time was in Zion national park, where after a day of hiking and taking hundreds of photos, Sibi dropped his phone into the Narrows and lost it forever. So all things considered, innocently dropping his phone from the couch onto the floor of our Airbnb was laughably easy to resolve. We stopped at Bestbuy on our way to brunch the next day and picked up a new phone. He was set up by mid-day. The folks at Bestbuy were sluggish – we asked for a Pixel 9A and the store-assistant unapologetically said, “Ah don’t worry, someone will be with you in 10 minutes to show you the phone”.

Brunch was a similar, slow affair. We finally met up with our friends Sandy and Prad at brunch. It was their turn to be confused by Alaskan hospitality and small-talk. One of the customers at a neighboring table at brunch remarked multiple times at our spread. “I wish I’d gotten fruits like they have! That looks so nice!” she said, on two occasions. Sandy smilingly responded in Tamil, “Wow, it seems like she’d just eat with us if given a chance”. We laughed – it was exactly how we’d felt the last two days! We were glad to have more New Yorker energy in Anchorage – ever-rushed, and usually impolite.

We drove to Matanuska Glacier for a walk through the ice with two guides. The drive was long, and rainy. When we got off at Matanuska it was bitterly cold, and we donned all of our minimal winter-clothes we’d brought with us. One of the guides snapped at us for not having checked the weather before arriving – none of us even had rain-jackets. On the walk they were nicer, and the Glacier walk felt other-worldly: we were in the middle of ice in every direction, walking with crampons and ice boots in the middle of Alaska. Three days ago we’d been in the hustle of summer in midtown NYC.

Two hours of walking around left us happy and content, and we made our way back to the new Airbnb in Wasilla that our friend and Alaskan resident, Sathvik (who we were yet to meet on the trip) had booked. It was a beautiful lake-facing property that the sun shone through even at the 8 PM we checked-in at.

The next day, we drove up to Denali State Park in a crowded Compact-SUV packed with 5 grown adults. We spoke about bears the entire way to Denali State Park, Prad and Sibi vowed to move to Alaska together, and Sandy made some well-meaning comments that we reacted to with shock and defined as hot-takes. Good ol’ road trip vibes! The hike we’d painstakingly picked turned out to be a perfect 7 mile hike up a hill to Curry Ridge with incredible views of Mount Denali and surrounding areas on a picture-perfect day. Along the hike, we clapped, yelled “Hi Bear”, and had a bear-bell ringing the entire time. No one would have been in any doubt that we were not local Alaskans.

A beautiful hike and a 160 dollars in cooking supplies and groceries later, we were home, showered, and prepping dinner together. Multiple people at Target had commented on our 160 dollars of supplies that I felt the need to call it out here. We ate most of it, and I packed up the rest of it back to NYC, primarily out of guilt.

Barbecue was utterly perfect: all of the meat patties, Alaskan salmon, vegetables, mushrooms, and faux-meat patties for us vegetarians turned out to be delicious, and we settled into a game of Poker to end the night. Sandy was the big winner, taking home an additional $10 that the other 4 of us combined had lost.

On Sunday we headed to a Disc-Golf course in Kincaid Park. There was something to the competitiveness it lent to the otherwise regular hiking day that we thrilled in, and the leisurely pace under a cool sun and beautiful winds made the day feel pretty-perfect. We headed back to Moose’s Tooth for lunch, ordered too much food, and made our half-hearted way to the airport for our overnight flights back to NYC.

We bid Alaska our goodbye with our promises to return in the winter, and play more disc-golf in New York. All in all, a pretty amazing trip.

I don’t have to wear glasses anymore!

Notes from the day I had Lasik + other eye related trivia

January 5, 2023

For the last 20 years of my life, the first thing I’ve done in the morning has been to fumble for my glasses. After every good night’s rest, and every not-so-good uncomfortable nap in cars. In the car, it’s usually tucked away into the seat pocket in front of me while I sleep on my mum’s lap. At home, despite all my promises of consistency, they move everyday — sometimes on my desk, sometimes atop the rightful bedside table, sometimes curiously placed within last night’s book under the bed, but mostly, they lie in bed next to me when I sleep alone. So each morning I fumble with the sheets, feeling for the frame with my hands. I’ve even sought help in this regard – yelling for my parents on school day mornings to aid in my searches.

Usually, they never come off after, apart from the aforementioned naps in cars, swims, and showers. Swims are usually an adventure of their own while showers are relatively easy, especially in known terrain. Even still, I carry my glasses into the shower each time, taking them off at the last possible second. I put them back on immediately after, making my way out of the bathroom with foggy and wet vision.

When I swim, I usually study the pool before jumping in. I’ve also gotten good at judging distances and velocities of oncoming traffic of swimmers. I’ve only bumped into a handful of swimmers in all of my experience. Finding friends however, is a more challenging chore. Over the years I’ve memorized the colors of their swim caps — the bright neon of my brother, the blue and teal of my best friend — beacons in the pool. Mostly I assume that since they’ll be able to see me, things are okay, and this strategy has worked.

The ocean is a different terrain, literally. Here, what bothers me is not even the crowd of strangers and the conspicuous absence of swim caps. It’s the sand underneath! Or what is supposed to be sand underneath. Each step is panicky, unknowing of whether I’m about to step on sand or stone, or — and you can call this an irrational fear — a starfish or a toad. I’ve worn my glasses in the ocean more times than sensible.

It’s surprising to me therefore, in all my years adorning these fragile equipments atop my face that I’ve only broken 3 pairs of glasses. Most recently, last year, by taking a football to my face. When I was 14, I had the acute stupidity of purchasing the then fashionable, and to-date utterly impractical ‘frameless’ spectacles.

Predictably so, I broke them playing with my cousins. Unpredictably, we were playing a ‘game’ we called War wherein two opposing teams (usually formed on pre-existing rivalries) would wield anything within a child’s bedroom as a weapon and throw all things from pillows to tennis balls, sketches to badminton racquets at each other until a team (or usually one injured player) calls quits. That we only broke a pair of frameless spectacles (and a lot of ego) in these games is by itself a miracle worth dwelling on. That all it took was my youngest cousin’s soft plushie to my face is, if anything, cute. We later got the ‘frames’ fixed and repurposed as my amma’s spectacles. I got dealt a marginally more practical metal frame.

I’ve squished metal frames innumerable times, and they’ve portrayed immense resilience each time. Mostly they’d just get malformed, like play-dough. In a careful adult’s hands, they’d be back to perfect in seconds. I always handed mine to my mum’s surgical, sure hands. I’m not sure how my dad would have fared.

The third and final time is a hazy memory. I can’t tell if I’m making it up. I was in 3rd grade. I had a pair of metal glasses. My vision was good enough that I could make do without glasses, although I wore them most of the time. I recall placing them on the railings of my school corridor on the 3rd floor. I remember wondering if they’d survive the fall (some kid in my class had boasted that his had). I remember then running downstairs to pick up my unscathed pair of glasses from the hot, dusty ground. Whether I had intentionally dropped them or the wind had carried them over — I don’t know. Hell, I don’t even know if I’ve made this memory up. I’m just realizing that in any case, they didn’t break, so this incident doesn’t count. Never-mind then.

I’ve been called ‘butti’ (Tamil colloquial word for glasses that is mildly insulting) all the time. I’ve grown rather dear of that nickname.

Wintry, unspectacular potato looks back perplexedly at its past framed face.

Outside of a few trials and tribulations with lenses, butties have been a staple diet on my face for 2 decades. I have my LASIK (laser assisted in situ keratomileusis, or one of those words that you’ll know is an acronym but can’t quite place) procedure scheduled for today and I know it isn’t a big deal. I know it is a simple procedure. I know millions of folks have undergone this. I’m not scared (well, I’m not terrified). I’m certainly sentimental though.

– Butti

First few thoughts post-surgery:

  1. My ophthalmologist lied when he called this a painless surgery.
  2. If one eye hurts more than the other, does it mean they botched half the surgery?
  3. Where are my glasses?
  4. My head hurts. On one side. Refer to (2).
  5. I need to remove my lenses/my eyes are dry. (Post surgery, eyes tend to dry out since a part of the procedure cauterizes nerves that connect the cornea to tear glands. This leaves the eyes with a contact-lenses-worn-too-long feeling.)
  6. Whoa, did the window always have so many cracks?
  7. How do people sleep with so much entertainment? One routine I’d created unknowingly was a ‘bedtime mode’ for my vision. Like turning off blue light or setting your phone on B/W mode, removing my glasses made the world dimmer, a bit duller. The world was now too entertaining to just go to sleep. This took a few days to get over.
  8. I can SEEEEEEE! (This I repeated so many times I’m surprised no one has told me off, yet.)

More on eye-related things!

  1. What is Astigmatism, anyway? Here’s a 110 second video with a 60 second explanation.
  2. ‘Starry-Eyed’ can mean you’re an optimist with impracticable thinking. It could also mean that your retina has been detached from the back of the eye by the vitreous fluid and that you need immediate medical attention. As we say it, potato, po-tah-to.
  3. Strawberry Squids, besides having a bizarre name, outdo the rest of us puny species with an asymmetric evolution in vision. The two eyes of the squid are differently sized — one is almost twice as large as the other, and are positioned differently to allow for separate functions. The larger eye is positioned to look up, to sight shadows using the dim sunlight that pervades the depths of the ocean. Sunlight can only permeate up to 200m under the ocean’s surface and Strawberry squids can be found up to 1 km under the surface. The smaller eye on the other side of the head looks down for bioluminescence in the water.
  4. ‘Madras Eye’ or conjunctivitis is an infection to the outermost portion of the eye that can be caused by virus or bacteria. The common name of ‘Madras Eye’ doesn’t seem to have an obvious explanation, apart from a singular pithy article in The Hindu claiming that the virus was first discovered in Madras in 1918. I suppose ‘Madras Eye’ has a better ring to it than ‘Chennai Eye’.
  5. Hindsight is always 20/20 or 6/6? From the 20/20 of visual acuity, the phrase generally means that things are obvious in retrospection that weren’t clear at the onset. I recently found out 20/20 is the same as 6/6 – one’s in imperial units and the latter is in meters. 6/6 means you, at 6 meters away can see what an average person can see at 6 meters. Having a vision of 20/16 would mean you have superior eye-sight, you can see at 20 what the average person can only see from 16 feet away.

A TFI quick look at L-2: Murphy’s law comes alive at school

It was my third last day (L-2), and I couldn’t have been more excited about it. I slept late after watching the world cup semis in all my over-confidence and woke up in grogginess and daze after 5 hours of sleep to learn that my TFI Fellow had urgent work to get to outside school and that she would be taking permission for half the day. I returned to sleep.

I woke up an hour later, almost exactly with the time necessary to get to school before the gates shut me out with a bunch of late-comers (mostly wailing kindergarten kids whose parents- relieved in seeing a teacher, promptly drop them off with us outside and leave us surrounded by bawling red-faced babies). Luckily today- a phrase you will not come across again in this article, I got to school on time.

1) Cold, a sore throat and walking in a rained over Chennai neighborhood is never a great idea. I got to school with my sandals drenched, but hey! I got there in time.

2) I’d hardly had the time or the mental composure to think of a solid work plan for the class, so I had to wing most of the day out.

3) My usually quiet class decides today to take full advantage of my growing softness (attributed to my emotions of leaving school that I’d mentioned in an earlier post) and the absence of their Fellow. Let’s take a moment to give them due credit for their smartness here.

4) My Fellow couldn’t make it to school at all today, a news I received in bits and pieces and had had no contingency plans made for.

5) Two kids I’d chided for misbehavior in class gave me a late reaction during lunch. One refused to eat his food, moped in class in front of me and ignored my stream of pleas, threats, shouts and jokes.

6) The other sat outside with her friends and cried her way through lunch.

7) Smart and starving me decided to blackmail the first kid in a way that in hindsight makes no sense. I declared to skip my lunch unless he ate his. He didn’t.

8) After ten minutes of apologizing to the crying kid about telling her off for her misbehaviour, I came to learn that she was in fact not crying about my actions at all. She had a headache, which she coughed up between her long weeps and moans that had misled me in the first place.

9) The first kid often tries to eavesdrop on conversations, which I had to chide him for doing right now. He returned to his state of sulking.

10) The class-teacher for 3rd grade (the class next to mine) was on leave and their substitute teacher had left her class of 40 happy kids alone to eat. Every five minutes, I checked in on that class to more often than not find a cluster of tiny creatures rolling on the floor in their fights.

11) Any attempts at screaming at the 3rd standard kids were severely hampered by the little large eyed, black-ribboned girl (that I mentioned in my previous article) staring at me with her eyes wide and curious. I didn’t want to become her devil…

12) My fasting kid finally decided to give up on his threats and left to eat- 5 minutes before lunch was to end. I opened my box in a sigh of relief.

13) I’d always tried to play the nice teacher while my Fellow handles all the cruelties demanded of this job. Shifting roles is incredibly difficult. A kid of mine who usually keeps his head down at work began making complaints at every 5 minute interval, and strangely denied any complaints against him. Even the ones made by me.

Student 1: Miss! This boy is kicking me miss.
Kid in question: No miss…I didn’t do anything. Ask X if you have doubts on me.
Student 2: Miss! This boy is singing.
Kid in question: No miss…I didn’t do anything. Ask X if you have doubts on me.
Me: Santhosh! Why is your leg on the table?!
Kid in question: No miss…I didn’t do anything. Ask X if you have doubts on me.
Me: But I just saw your legs on the table Santhosh…
Kid in question: No miss…I didn’t do anything. Ask X if you have doubts on me.

This looped around for the entire day.

The day ended with a highly fatigued me giving over 200 tired high 5s to half the school, dragging kids by their bags to get them to leave after dispersal, answering irate permanent staff questions on administration work I had no clue about and in a general cloud of confusion, noise and turbulent emotions ranging from a despair of leaving to the relief of finding the outside world bereft of high pitched screams of ‘Misssss’.

 

– Swathi Chandrasekaran
Once again, here’s a real tiny clue on how you can help!

Another TFI experience: A gesture of heart-melting tenderness- from an 8 year old

My TFI intern experience ends this Friday, and while there are dozens and dozens of precious instances I will cherish forever, there’s one particular event that made me recognize the potential of children to knock me off my feet through their compassion. That a moment of tenderness from an eight year old could make me want to buckle at my knees and cry. This is an event I couldn’t not write about, and I hope I do due justice in this piece so you can understand the gravity of this simple gesture.

I have a kid in my class whose younger sister studies in grade 3 (7-8 years old). On my first day of school when I met this sweetheart, she was a cute, dark skinned, wide-eyed beauty with black ribbons that matched the depth of the black in her innocent eyes. Her hair is double braided and tied up and she carries a schoolbag that always looks too heavy on her. She was, in most ways, indistinguishable from the other 30 odd kids in her class at first glance.

Over the course of the thirty days I spent at this school, I grew to learn more about her. I learnt to love her reservedness and kindness, and grew intensely distraught over her ailment that is so far untreated. In just about two weeks, this beautiful sweetheart of an angel developed a limp that’s been becoming further and further pronounced. Today, it might just be the first thing you notice about her. Before the depth of her black eyes, the immaculateness of the tied ribbons or how the weight of her bag looks like it might just topple her over any moment now.

That isn’t the crux of this narrative, though. That was just the background of this little eight year old I am going to talk about here.

Kids in school seem to have a lot of birthdays. Since the day I joined, there has hardly been a day that I haven’t received a chocolate from a student. As dictated by my own version of a diet, I promptly set the candy aside to be forgotten about, and later hand it over to whichever kid I see first after school.

It so happened that on three consecutive days, I had handed over my bounty to this little kutti of mine. These chocolates ranged from Eclairs to larger Perk and expensive looking truffles, and each time I held the chocolate in my arm out for her, she’d shake her head in a quiet no- rejecting my offer until I offered it again. While this always touched me, I never paid too much heed to it. This kid had always been shy.

On the fourth day, she seemed shyer than ever. She’d come to my class right at dispersal and was looking for me with a tiny smile on her lips and her innocent eyes peering up at me with a delight I hadn’t yet understood. I reached to pull out a tiny Caramel chocolate I had in my purse. When I looked at her, she was holding something out in her hand for me. Out on her tiny little open palm was a large Dairy Milk. I didn’t understand at first.

“Is it your birthday today kutti!”
She smiled a little more, never saying a word. She shook her head to imply her characteristic quiet no.
“She bought it for you, miss” came a voice from her sister. My kid nodded in acceptance, in her quiet, mesmerizing way.

It was a twenty rupees chocolate, from a kid who doesn’t get chocolates often at home. From a kid whose classmate searched in agony for her missing slipper for over an hour after school, knowing that without it she’d not have shoes for a month. From a kid who walks home everyday with a slight limp in her leg that hasn’t been checked by a doctor yet. She held out the chocolate with her eyes wide open, melting my heart in one moment of acute agony, gut wrenching ache and immense pride all at once. I had to ask her to treat herself with tears in my eyes, watch as she advanced to join her father at the portico of school and point me out to him with a beam on her face. She left me so easily with an incident I will hauntingly remember with an ache each time I look back at this month.

I buy chocolates for her now everyday. I probably shouldn’t, but I have just a week left with this angel and I can’t not see the beam on her little face everyday.

– Swathi Chandrasekaran

June, 2018

Where? CMS Arumbakkam Corporation School

A lot of these kids struggle with basic amenities that we take for granted, and anything you contribute towards their education will definitely go a tremendous way through the immense care taken by TFI and other similarly amazing NGOs. If you’re even a tiny bit interested, do check out their website to find out how you can help!

 

 

A TFI experience: How (and how not!) to reason with 10 year olds

On the twenty second day of June, I handled a class of sixth graders by myself for the third time- by now I’d achieved a sense of calm and confidence about doing this- almost a reassurance in my capacity to handle whatever the class decides to deal out to me. First it was a bunch of boys behaving like the little miscreants they could be, on the second occasion a few girls decided to challenge me with a case of strange emotional turbulence and crying about fights with their best-friends. I survived those- battered but brave. Today I was about to receive their third practical testing- ‘How does she deal with illness?’.

I walked into class after their morning assembly, expecting a mellowed, exhausted-by-the-week-Friday-morning-class that is looking forward to their weekend. Instead, I entered chaos. The prospect of two days off spurs these kids on like nothing else. As I walked in, voices from every corner threw sentences at me. Three of the thirty kids have fever but if you’d heard the complaints, you’d think all of them did. It’s amazing how easy it is to perform behaviour analysis here. Take for example a classic case of Chinese whispers gone astray-

“Misss I think X has fever!”

“Miss, X has fever!”

“Missss X is crying because he has fever!”

“MISS X IS NOT ABLE TO LOOK UP. HIS HEAD ACHES AND HE HAS FEVER”.

“MISS. CAN YOU GO SEE HIM MISS!”

(I’ll go get tablets, I’ll go get water, I’ll go call his parents, his house is near mine were some of the tangential responses I heard)

On inspection I found that the said X had not been crying, did not seem to possess a headache and in fact, did not have fever at all- he’d bent down to pick up a pen and in the process of it, had unknowingly started his claim to thirty seconds of fame.

The inspection took just about a minute. I ensured that neither he nor any of his bench buddies had a life threatening or worse – class peace threatening ailment and before I could turn I heard a round  of this:

“Misss I think X has fever!”

“Miss, X has fever!”

“Missss X is crying because she has fever!”

“MISS X IS NOT ABLE TO LOOK UP. HER HEAD ACHES AND SHE HAS FEVER”.

“MISS. CAN YOU GO SEE HER MISS!”

By now I knew I couldn’t afford to do this all day. I enquired from my spot, first catching a hooligan who’d transported half the class away from his bench and was just about to attempt a pull up off a stray rope hanging on the battered, messy old corporation school walls. With a few quick questions, I was able to discern that the girl in question actually did have a fever- now what’s the procedure?!

I began with the easy ones, for which all her answers sank my heart inch by inch.

1) Did you have breakfast?

Yes.

2) Did you take tablets?

Yes. (I didn’t possess any emergency tablets in any case, so I was secretly glad she said Yes)

3) Do you want to go home?

No. (I had no idea if I had the permission to send her home. I was a temporary teacher at this highly government regulated corporation school)

4) Do you want to sleep in class?

No.

NOW WHAT.

Then I began reasoning with her, a luxury I could afford since she was one of the smarter, more mature beings in class. After a few minutes of logical studyof the situation, she agreed to sleep. I had literally just convinced a girl to go to sleep in class while I taught. It seemed counter-intuitive to me, but after three weeks with ten year olds I’ve started to lose a grip on my trust in intuition anyway.

For now, it’s sorted. She’s sleeping on the floor in one corner of class and no one seems to be in a hurry to wake her up or throw stuff at her. I’m holding my breath on this one.

 

–  Swathi Chandrasekaran

Where? CMS Arumbakkam, Chennai

When? 22nd June 2018

Can you help? Of course you can! Look into TFI or any other NGO that is doing amazing work helping the less privileged and do whatever you can in your capacity to add on to it!